Friday, April 3, 2009

How Will I Know?

Hello: Another poem may be a diversion from the everlasting crisis. I’ll be back on that soon I promise. RS

How Will I Know?

How will I know when it’s time to go?
Not talking about movies,
Or of the bear who knew it was time to go over the mountain
Just to see what he could see.
Or visit an old friend in Mexico or London.

No, this is about that final bow out.
Sylvia Plath, Charles Boyer bowed themselves out.
As did a couple of Hemingway’s.

Luigi, our imperious cat, bowed out.
Not on his own.
With the help of Dr. Brian
Who looked Luigi in the eye and
Asked, “Is it time to go?”
It’s time, Luigi replied.
Then with a needle prick it was over.
It was time to go.

Hamlet ponders over and over,
To be or not to be, that is the question.
Does he get an answer?
I don’t think so.

So I wonder in my ninety-second year,
Will I know for sure when it’s time to go?
Not so fast, still some things undone.

There’s Soren, a new born great-grandson,
Way out there in LA Califor nia.
Waiting for me to kiss his little behind.
But still I don’t know. Who will tell me
When it is time to go?

Thanks Kate N.H.W.Y.

4 comments:

Rit said...

This made me teary-eyed, profound things you are pondering these days. Soren is looking forward to kisses from his great-grandpa.
Love,
A

Anonymous said...

pausing.... to consider the best go time
your poignant poem about primal urges
stirs me

until your ripe you can spend time playing Go
with Kate and me.
maybe the clock of your friends the turn knows

congratulations to you with Soren
kaima

Anonymous said...

pausing.... to consider the best go time
your poignant poem about primal urges
stirs me

until your ripe you can spend time playing Go
with Kate and me.
maybe the clock of your friends the turn knows

congratulations to you with Soren
kaima

Basil Whiting said...

Don't go, I hope, for a long, long time more.

But that raises a larger question of when one can "go" on one's own volition. There's a bit of debate on that, with Oregon (or WA--I get them mixed up) allowing assisted suicide, which I would support. In my 71st year and healthy and still working at good stuff, I have that in the back of my mind.